after so many months, i thought i have finally forgotten her. But as fate would have it, i met her again tonight, looking as stunning as before. i was a jerk. i was a jerk to insist that i have my way with her. i can still remember the night when we were dancing so close to each other. she was not wearing any panty. i was so close to her , i can feel my body heat up, my heart is doing the 100meters race in a record time of 9.15seconds. i told her that i want to kiss her and i would love to make love to her and do oral on her. i could feel her wetness. my organ is throbbing so hard i was afraid it would burst into pieces. she keep resisting my kisses. i was so frustrated when she told me  no. her b/f is looking at us. i left the place immediately and as i was driving home, i sms her to tell her how she let me down. i was so horny and she poured cold ice water on me. i know she is horny too but she had to pull back. i know i was a jerk for sending her the sms. but as lust overtake me, i don't care anymore. i had to let her know how i felt. i was wrong. she didnt answer me and from that day she stopped answering my calls. nor reply to my sms's. she even went to the extend of blocking me from her blog. how mad was i with her, only god knows. as time passes, i realize that i was wrong. i was a jek. a real jerk. how can she kiss me when the other half is around? and today as i am with her drinking, she refuse to give me her new contact number.plead as i may, she still refuse. so i just left her a card and told her that if she find it in her heart to forgive me, call me. i know that  may be waiting n vain. seeing her again today ignites the feeling of horniness that i have for her. but....... i have to keep that to myself. i wouldnt want to hurt her again. i left home feeling sad. reached home and took a shower. as i was soaping myself, i began to fantasize me with her. her lips on mine. and my fingers at her pusst. her's on my prick. as the warm water cascade over my prick it began to rise. awwhhhhh. i am horny again. so i just close my eyes to visualze that she is sucking me. ohhhhhh..... how nice it felt. i was holding my prick and jerking off with her in my mind. it was not long before i came. oooooooooo. even it is just a fantasy of her sucking me, i was satisfied, maybe and just maybe the god have pity on me and make this fantasy come true. i love her smile and touch. i have been with her in a hotel longe and sitting there i unzipped my trousers and brought out my prick for her to play under the table. if she could do the same again in a room then it would be a dream fulfilled. darling....... i am waiting for you to call me. please call me soon.
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